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♥ fam; dad, mum, bros, lester!
♥ S5; Valerie, Alyce, Su Juan, Say Yin!
♥ all friends ;D
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♥ anime; Ouran; Vampire Knight; SkipBeat!
♥ movies; comedy, romance, action, horror, thriller (:
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Thursday, September 1, 2011 @ 4:07 PM
Yesterday was my mum's 53rd birthday! We went to Secret of Louisiana, PJ for dinner by the lake. We ordered main dish for one each and shared together. The food was pretty good, what I like best is the lamb. It has something sweet in it, served with potatoes, carrots and salad. Then we had one of RT Pastry's cake (since all of us didn't really like Secret Recipe's cake.) as a birthday cake. Uhmmm thought of watching horror movie after then but brothers and dad are not interested. The n mum felt sleepy, so ... movie cancelled. Time to go back to work instead :(
9 days left. I can't imagine living without my family and Lester boy. I hope he can see me through webcam. I've taught him many times to look at computer screen but he didn't even bother to look at it! Argh :( I'm so not ready for living outside. Time flies so fast, what can I do :(
Friday, July 8, 2011 @ 12:35 AM
Lately I'm so emotional. I need to chill out with my friends more.
I think I've been working harder by 20% than usual lately. I hope the motivation is still with me to carry on to UK and I have to work even harder to fulfill my dreams. But everything must has balance.
Ahhh. I want to chill somewhere nice & fun with family or friends. I really want to go out. & now, why are my lips hurting so much for the whole day! I drank a lot of water but its still dry. Ajajajjaa. Need to wet my lips before i can even smile. :( cih.
@ 12:30 AM
I'm not tall, I'm not pretty. I'm boring. All I wish is my dreams to come true.
Also I wish I can sing ..
Thursday, June 30, 2011 @ 12:33 AM
Uhmm ...... ;'(
Monday, June 13, 2011 @ 2:36 AM
Just few days ago I dreamt of him where the part I recalled myself looking at him somewhere in ... Indian town? Then I dreamt him again last night, Idk why is he the main character of the dream or I made him be but whenever he's in my dreams, there's always a feeling sometimes happy or sad. Last night was sad.
I saw him with his blonde hair and I think I said "Nice hair." Then I said "It looks like one of the members' in Big Bang." I couldn't recall what he replied to me, or he did not. Other than this, I couldn't rmb anything else.
So just this afternoon when I was about to clean the floor because of my clever Lester peed in the family hall, I randomly took out some newspapers and oh I saw Big Bang on that very first page. And this made me recall the above events in my last night's dream. What a coincidence.
Yet I still have no idea why I kept dreaming of him and there's always a feeling somehow translated to me when I woke up. Maybe it happens to everyone but most of my friends dont rmb their dreams. Hmph.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011 @ 3:03 AM
Wanted to cry on bed like the old days but I can't. Assignments can be held on but works cant be delayed any longer.
I'm totally losing hope, it just hurts, really. Respecting every decisions he made but not this one, the same old thing again. My little 'best' friend, betrayal.
But it didn't hurt as much as last time to be exact, maybe because i'm half hearted in the relationship. But i still hate the feeling of betrayed though.
Nevermind, I think im gonna be alright! :)
Cheerrsss.
Monday, May 16, 2011 @ 11:05 PM
Surprisingly many friends gave me support to continue working on the scene, thank you so much, am really touched. Most people asked if i am alright, well, im physically alright mentally no :( i was super down, emo, upset, heartbroken, disappointed, felt useless, moody etc. Anyway thanks to my couzy also, whom I have not spoken to for ages, really miss him :{ ever since he's in a relationship, he's been busy all time. What a lucky gf .__.
For now, i've finished certain part all over again as soon as i get home from work. But I'm very tired oh .___. I wanna sleep. Can you imagine doing two jobs at same time? One for the day one for the night. Thank God day works aint that much anymore.
My day today was brightened up as my lady boss told me that the client complimented on my work for doing a great job on space planning. Yeah i took 3 days just to adjust spacing for only one floor. But im glad though.
As for tmro, im taking Lester home in the morning! Can't wait to see my baby boy! Wonder how is he doing there? I hope he is doing alright. I hope he didnt think that we abandoned him there. Noway, i wouldnt do that, ever! Really hope to see him soon.
ARHHH. CAN'T WAIT TO HUG MY LESTER :D
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