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Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 4:15 PM
Today is the second last day of my first sem in college. Everyone's been busying doing their final project and so I am.for the whole week, me and my group friends stayed back till night to do our project which the presentation is today. I dont really like the idea of it but uh . have to make it also la =xI didnt slack off in the teamwork. I want to get the project done asap but still, there're ppl slacking =\u know, i always mention in my previous posts that im very afraid to give a talk in front of everyone? What happened today was very unlucky. I presented the worst! and much far worse than my any other presentations. We have 4 groups, about 9-10 ppl in a group and one presenting. As soon as the presentation started, i quickly went to 'Y' and asked who's gonna present later. And 'Y' said "u and 'X' la". What the helll. Im so doomed! At the very last minute only 'Y' said I'll be presenting. Sucks lah. So many ppl in my group, why me? Not like I slack in the teamwork. Why me? wtf. If it'll be me, why didnt 'Y' tell me earlier so I can get ready? and 'Y' said fasfast go ready. -.- How to fastfast when Im not prepared AT ALL. Really pissed me off la. also 'Y' said, just present only la.. why dont u just present onli la? .. Im not the leader of the team + that project not my idea also. why me? the one who gave the idea should explain it. Because u know the whole concept thing better than I do. Sucks lah. In the end, i couldnt present it well, my mind just right away went blank when everyone came to see our project. So i couldnt really talk. I was trying to focus on what im supposed to say but couldnt find the sentences and the words. -.- Its really embarassing, almost wanted to cry :( . Really sad, thats why I hate teamwork. Through teamwork, WE GET TO KNOW EACH AND EVERYONE's BEHAVIOUR. im serious.And oh, I presented the whole thing. Why? At first I stood there alone and supposingly 'X' have to stand beside me to present the first half of the project, then another half i will continue it. But guess what? 'X' didnt come stand beside me. I called 'X' to quickly come, so not to waste time anymore. 'X' denied. And thats why I presented the whole thing, really angry at that time also. Noo mood at all. But since 'X' is my good friend and also helped out alot in the previous project, i'll just forget it. I hope next time got nomore teamwork in this particular subject -.- Doin this project, i injured my finger badly. Others are only minor scratches. Not deep. My finger went swollen, skin peeling off and there's nanah might be growing -.- Really pain when anything touches it, even moving it. Very sad le. Hopefully I wont get very low marks for this project.
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