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Monday, July 19, 2010 @ 9:40 PM
I'm getting emo-ER nowadays. Dont know why : Sounds like the old me or have I just forgotten who am I?Thinking of life when I'm driving.Avoiding assignments given when the due date is damn near already.Not listening to what others are saying.Slacking in my room, ftw.Wanting to see him and have fun with him.Starting to hide and lie; I really didn't mean to.Passion is dying off.Aaarrhhh! Really, what the hell is going on with me? How to handle all these stuffs!My assignments; I really want to do my best but the more I do, I get lost even further.And the time isn't enough for all of them. I feel like I really want to give up in everything. But heyyy my damn CGPA is only 3.44! My goal is at least 3.50 and above! To PeiYing (me!) in the future, you dont know how does it feel now. It's just really sad. Please never give up and always do your best. Please don't ever slack when you're in the middle of something! OR ELSE I HATE YOUUUU!! not really.P.S. If there is anyone who somehow read this; please dont think i'm insane. O__O. It's just the way of how I see things in life.People said the endless cycle of birth and death is because you did sin when you lived.
So which means I'm still living on earth; I did sin at previous life?
To end it; I really have to be a veryvery good girl?
Probably out of the numbers of the cycle I had gone through, is this the only one that I realised this? and will change myself?
Who knows my mind changes when the next life I'll be at.
Hah.
It's time to wake up.
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