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Woke up at 6am today for boot camp '10. Met a lot nice people, nice speaker, nice games, nice place, not bad food, not bad speech, not bad guys, well everything is just not bad, just a so-so. However at the end of the day I learnt something, make new friends, had fun with them and had a crush on a guy... O___O
Just kidding! Really..
No, wait ..
hmmmmm .. maybe a lil ..?
Ahhh ! Ain't that pathetic ?!
He's taken. Im obviously not his type. He's obviously not my type. Well, just somehow yknow, when you meet a really nice guy like you cant find a guy like him anywhere else and you'll probably have a lil crush on him. No?
Well, I'm that kind of girl. Easily fall for someone that I don't really know and very naive. His girl must be very lucky. Better appreciate himmm!
Bout WC and me, relationship is obviously getting worse and worse each day. Probably we're both tired, exhausted, i dont know. I have nothing to talk to him. He has nothing to talk to me. So we didn't really talk much for the past few weeks up to this day. and why is that ..? First, he doesn't like listening to me for what I say. He's not interested. For instance, today we talked something like this ..
Me say "You know I met a lot people from other colleges too. And most of them are not local, so happy to meet them."
He says "Oh, good lor ..."
Me say "So overall it's kinda fun. But the lectures are pretty boring. and my backside really pain!"
He laughs and says "Good lor ..."
So do you get whats our current situation now ? Or something like this which I really dislike but whatever.
Me say in a sad tone "Dearrrrrr. You know im so damn tired today! So many assignments! I dont think I can finish it up. And I feel like watching some movies! Howww"
He says "Faster finish it up and gambateh la, talk to you tmro ok, muacks"
It's like he's got no interest in whatever i say anymore. Sounds like he has an eye on someone else. Ahem :(
Anyway feel like giving up this thing that we've made it for almost three years. Whatever he wants, i'll just let it be.. until I meet someone is right. If you're wondering why dont i just leave him right away, it's bcos I still like him. And im not even sure why he treated me in this way. It's just probably he;s tired or something. I tried making some jokes to cheer him up, but it's no use. Maybe my jokes suck. So ........... ;\\
Should I really get him his dream football t-shirt costs about Rm250?
Recently I just bought him the T90 bag costs me Rm150. My ang pao money okay. And I nvr told my parents this. So my ang pao is soon to be empty already. Only keep asking from parents money money money! Argh D:
Gotta wake up in less than 4 hours time, goodnight !