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Tuesday, August 17, 2010 @ 9:02 PM

That night I dreamt of my best friend. Well, we used to be best friends but not anymore now. The dream was so real that I thought she and I got back together happily till I woke up and then only realised it was just a dream. I don't know how to describe in words how content I was in the dream and thought that everything was finally in place. But it was only just a dream.. it will not happen in reality. I don't think and never expect it to happen..

Because she is different now. What have I done to lose her? Why she doesn't even give a damn about me anymore? I used to be your very good friend since we were 9 and now you don't even care how am I doing now. Or is it that you have found other better friends? Even my other good friends whom I knew them not as long as you, they still care for me and keep in touch.

I don't get it. Even though if someone has better friends or spent more time with them, how can you just forget your old good friends? I feel like I have to keep a distant away from you because you don't even care about me. How can I just talk to you like we're still good friends? I feel like I dont know who you are anymore. You were my longest good friend that I ever know, we spent most of the time together when we were young, you backed up me when I was in trouble, I helped you out when you needed help, everything was just perfect until you changed when we graduated. Don't you know that I really took you like my own sister?

I don't want to criticized you, but really you're just really cold. Only wishes to friend with those you want them to be friend with and only talks to people just the sake of replying and dump and forget your old friends. How long have we known each other, like about 10 years? and that doesn't even matter to you?? What am I to you now?

I really don't want to talk like this much and this will be the last one that I've written about you.

Goodbye.