Is it wrong / annoying to ask someone the same question after a long period of time? eg. few months.
Am I deserved to be scolded with vulgarities for asking the same question ?
Am I supposed not to ask the same question again ?
Because I've forgotten, I'm really sorry, I have Short Term Memory (STM), I have told you so but ..
It hurts me a lot when you found out that the person you love the most hates you the most.
I don't understand, why are we still together? Why didn't you do the same to others but me? Why am I different? Do you actually love me? Why I can't share anything to you anymore?
It hurts but I really love you a lot .. I think I have always done my best to make you happy and feel convenient .. and I have tried to help you out no matter what .. even though it clashes with my studying time or family time ..
Honestly I don't know anymore, should I move on? Should I let go of you? Or should I just let it be? After a period of time of trying to save our relationship, I feel tired and it isn't working anymore .. All the while I thought it was my fault and I've been tolerating with your behaviour ever since you changed .. I don't know what to do .. I feel helpless, useless and stupid ..
It's so hard .. to let go everything ..
Why does it hurt so much ..
You know, thanks for everything you have given to me. I am blessed to have you around ..