He thinks that I continued my relationship with him is just to pay back whatever he has done to me.

Today, he asked for a break up. He wants to end everything between us. Didn't expect to see this coming. He said we've got nomore topics to chat, he couldn't feel the love from me and he thinks that I continued the relationship is just for a revenge.

1.) We've got no topics to chat on because he doesn't want to listen to my stuffs and on the other side, he doesn't want to share his stuffs. So, duh we got no topics to talk about.

2.) I've handmade some stuffs for him for Christmas but he said they were ugly and gave me back. Now he is telling me that I don't love him anymore ??!

3.) I didn't want to get into a fight. Most of the time he gets mad easily. So what i can think of is keep my mouth shut and there'll be no arguement. He always thinks that I'm crazy and only wants to pick a fight.

Probably this is a ticket for me to get out of this relationship which has been going on for 3 years +. And then I hope I can find a better guy, who loves me and cares for me while i'll do the same to him and definitely I have to improve my handmade stuffs. Or else the things I've spent doing them for days will be thrown back to me again.



I still feel really sad though ..