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Saturday, April 30, 2011 @ 9:24 PM
I wonder when my hectic life will slowly goes off. Each time when I was working by myself in the middle of night, I kept saying after finishing this one, then I can get to rest. But no, each time I did a submission, more works are coming in. And it keeps goin and goin non stop. I wonder when will I get a break? Even weekends I cannot get to rest. I miss my old life! When i get to go out with frens for movies on weekend. Now, nomore!
So many things are in my list now. I dont know if should I be panic or stay calm. Every night after work, I have to bring home back the works. Every night I have to do till in the morning. But friends dont know this. They think 3D visualizations are easy. They are easy for me, but time consuming. Many edits to do and test lighting and mapping.
Every time it renders, it takes 30mins to an hour. Depending how heavy the scene is. Then within the time I'm free, i'll sleep. After an hour i have to wake up to check the render if its done. Then i can continue back on work and render again. and then back to sleep again, at night till in the morning. It's exhausting. Feel like dying. My skin became horrible. I dont know how to face people already. It's embarrassing. If it's 20 pics - 25 pics in total I have to render, one pic average takes 30mins. that will be 10 hours. Im working 24hours.
LIFELESS. I hate my life.
LIFELESS. I hate my life.
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