Angry! Why can't she just stayyyyy OUTTT of my life?! Please go away, I hate you!
HATE YOU!
Alright, lets not to think bout it already.
Do you know, last night was one of my happiest moment? :D
Because I watched Thor.
A feeling that I have long time never felt before.
Or a feeling that I have always wanted to feel it.
Or a feeling that I think I had dreamt it once before.
Confusion, yes. When the moment the guy said, I felt it right away. And then it is gone again.
I was speechless after the whole movie, trying to track back where and when have I felt that way but in the end I fail.
A feeling that I don't know how to describe, love? Believe?
It pretty much inspires me. I want to feel that way again. Can I? :) I think it only happens when the time is right.
Anddddd, I set back my dream to the old one, which I used to dream when I was young. It doesn't matter if i'm gonna make it happen or not, because it's huge, most importantly is the process of learning. I can only live once, why should restrict myself from dreaming big?
Thus, I'm not gonna be an interior designer nor interior decorator nor a visualizer! These are just part of the process of realizing my dreams. I would really love to make all of it happens.
Cheers! :D